this one is for you =)

this is a story of a girl, who cried the river and drowned the whole world, she looks so sad in photograph and i absolutely love her when she smiles.

so many people, all around the world, tell me where do i find? someone like you. take me to your heart, take me to your soul, give me your hand and hold me, show me what love is, be my guiding star. XD

throw it away forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape.

there's a piece of you its here with me, its everywhere i go its everything i see, when i sleep, i dream it gets me by i can make believe that you're here with me tonight

i spend my time just thinking thinking thinking bout you, every single day yes im really missin missin you, i want you right now, i travel uptown, i travel downtown, wanna have you around, like every single day XD

baby dont worry, you were my only, dont need to worry, even if the sky is falling down.

i still spending all my time just think about you, i dont know what to do, i think im falling for you.

looking at your picture, when we first met, you gave me a smile that i could never forget.

cause everthing you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away.

can this be true? tell me can this be real? how can i put into words what i feel? my life was complete, i thought i was whole, why do i feel like im losing control? never thought that love will feel like this, and you've changed my world with just one kiss, how can it be that right here with me, there's an angel, its a miracle, your love is like a river, peaceful and deep, your soul is like a secret that i never could keep, when i look into your eyes i know that is true, god must have spent a little more time on you. in all of creation, all things great and small, you're the one that surpasses them all, more precious than any diamond or pearl, they broke the mold when you came in this world, and im trying hard to figure out, just how i ever did without, the warmth of your smile, the heart of a child, that's deep inside leaves me purified.

morning =)

good morning people! =) dont even know why i wake up early today. HAHA! well, never mind. i still can sleep in the afternoon since today is my off day? dont have to fetch people around cause my bro not working today? he take over my place for today! yahooo~ !! oh thank god i quitted the team. if not, i will be at the gym suffering by doing those exercise that the gym instructor gave us! her name is apple, she has a new born out child and she named it cherry! cute isnt it? haha! ok continue with the topic that im talking about just now, yeah she ask us to do those exercise memang susah nak mampus! haha. reminder for you apple, we are bowlers le.. not badminton players. no need so hard one lahh haha! feel like going for bowling today, but kinda lazy also. macam macam ada ler aku ni. haha! planned to stay home for today, but so many people message me and asked me out! snooker ler, tgk movie ler, main bowling ler. ish ish ish.. korang ingat aku free sgt ke? haha.. but mmg free pun for today. haha! just now i visited my friends blog. i was like what the hell? she start blogging on the 23rd of sept. memang rajin ler, everyday will update her blog. then lama lama semakin pendek and now? she wrote. 15/11/09 is same as yesterday. 16/11/09 is the same as yesterday too. 17/11/09 is the same as yesterday again! i was like, baik xyah tulis! haha. not only this three days she write like this, dah berapa minggu dah pun mcm tuh. haha! memang nak kena penampar ngan aku, blog tulis macam tuh, suh aku pi tgk lagi. bagus bagus. keep up the good work and you'll get a slap from me. XD

oh well! XD

dear blog. HAHA! XD ive quitted the national team yesterday. handed in the letter to my coach already. yeah, i love bowling. but i guess there's no point for me to stay since nobody wants to coach me. there's no improvement in me at all. all my friends are climbing up the stairs but me? still waiting for the lif at the lower ground. i've wasted 4 years. i just dont wanna waste my time anymore. people asked me why i quit, i said " malas lahh " they will say " bodo nyer ko, rugi tul la " but they just dont understand what exactly happen to me when im in the team. whatever it is. it's over, no regrets. because im sure that i'll be more happy after i quit! XD okay, stop this topic. turn to the next page. hehe. oh, i just found someone new in my life. ( you know who you are ) never thought that it will happen. but.. it happens! HAHA. after two days? after two years? ohh.. we're together now. haha! ell, the first time we met i guess its just a hi and bye those type of friends? after two years? haha.. thanks to facebook! guess you're smilling now huh? haha. nothing is impossible kan? just do it. haha. for me, i think that we've good communications ler. we can talk alot, and felt like those times we had together passed really fast. sometimes i even think of freezing the clock. haha! well, if im doraemon, maybe boleh kot? haha! ohh.. sometimes we think about the same things. isnt it cool? we can read each other mind kot. haha! that person will be reading my blog later. so i take this opportunity to tell that person something through my blog. hehe..

well, i just wanna say thanks for coming into my life. XD boo.. you've made me forget bout the past just like that. oh im serious bout this ok. you always ask me if i mind or not, or " you dont like? " ehem.. i like you because of who you are. you dont have to change anything. be yourself syg! =) oh yea, i like the way u smile. very sweet. oh god, i wish i can be with you all the time because nothing will go through my mind when im with you. XD i dont mind if you come with your past, i dont mind if you still cant forget bout that person. i just want to be with you and spend my time with you. lets just forget about the past and begin a new chapter okay? muax syg.

p/s : i just want you to be happy. =D

oh what a fuck up day!

oh dear fucker, get the hell out of my life, what the hell is wrong with you? why cant you just let me go or something? how many times you already bring me down? i wish that i've never even know you. you're just selfish. damn selfish. fucker, fucker fucker, dont be so childish

re-newing my blog =)

well, re-newing my blog since i've just started a new life. lol! i've been waiting for it so long. someone really just make me feel shocked. haha! XD my feelings for twoyears plus just go away just like that in 3days time. LOL! sometimes i even wondered if it was meant to be like that. fated to be like that or mmg aku yang gatal sgt nih! =D xde2. lepas ni xgatal dah ler. hehe. ok, back to the topic. (serious niii..) someone just pop out in my life and changed everything just like that. i dont know why and felt weird too. we dont meet each other for like 2years i guess? and meet pun like 1 or 2days? haha! but dont know why when im down that person can just call me and talk a few words (nonsense) with me and i can start smiling and laughing already even thought that day is kinda fucked up days la~ but talk on the phone with that person memang best (i have to admit). i can just smile through out the whole phone calls even that person is saying something serious also i will just gelak sket2. haha! cause the way that person talk just kinda cute and funny to me. maybe after this that person will be a little bit perasan but nevermind. let that person SS for a while. HAHA! today is really one fucked up day, and so tiring. my mood went so down just now, and as what i said just now, one phone call made me smile =) even i know it wont be forever, but hopefully it will last long? do you hope for that too? LOL i dont care what are the risk i have to take, or what will happen in the future or what so ever. i just wanna know now, what are the sweets im gonna get, what will happen now. ok? so dont put yourself into confusion anymore, you'll be in my heart until the day u leave. you wont be dumped anymore, this time is you who will dump someone =)) be sweet with me. hehe.